Well... just so you all know I was kicked out of my house almost a year ago by my neglagent father. (Thats what he thinks he is anyways) I have been living with my aunt and going to a new school, it's not so bad I guess. I get to hang out with some really awsome people but enough on that... I'm not going to get too much into that because it is personal. I will be 18 soon and I'm not realy looking forward to it but I guess we all have to die slowly anyway. Besides that I get to eat cake and I love cake with a passion... it's one of the most awsome things in the world. Then again I think almost all food is awsome so i guess it's just a slight hilight as to what I think is "truly" awsome. For the past few weeks I have been thinking a lot into what I am going to be doing for university life and everything that goes a long with that. I don't have a "real" job so it's going to be kinda hard to pay for all of that on my own. (Thank you loaded grandparents) Mainly the thing that has been going through my mind lately is... well... I can't exactly say what it is here because it would be inapropriate but lets just say I wake up in a "very" good mood in the mornings.(No... I'm not having S3X) My mind likes to do that to me on a monthly basis.... I start thinking of things that other people might find... kinky... but I see it as normal for who I am. I call this period of time my "kinky week" although sometimes it lasts a lot longer than just one week or in some cases two or three. I actully had a really long lasting one when I went to the state fair (I think it was last year or the year before that...) it lasted four months non-stop.... I was basically brain dead the entire time. Well.... thats enough pointless writing for one day.... I usually don't type this much unless I'm working on my book(don't ask to see it because I will not show it to you or tell you about it.) I think I'm up to 320 pages on it. I think it's good so far but I'm sure it has a ton of misspelled words in it... but thats what a rough draft is for... making mistakes. Anyways.... hope you found this just as pointless and slightly annoying as I did...

Eternaly locked in the depths of hell called life,
-Jak